Dares

I think life is full of us taking dares. And really there are two that determine consequences. Taking the dares of the Spirit, or the dares of the adversary. *Reminders* Dare to follow the Spirit, and don't you dare let Satan in. Unfortunately, I have problems with both.
Is it just me, or is it just hard to understand the Spirit sometimes?! Maybe it is just me... oh well :) I'm trying I promise. So we've been told that everyone feels the Spirit in different ways, right? For me, I'm starting to realize when I'm feeling it super strong, my heart feels whole. And complete. And full. It feels right. I don't get a tingling sensation in my spine, or the chills. I just feel good. Sometimes, I don't exactly know what the impression is. BUT, the Spirit is never confusing. Confusing huh? ;) I think practice and consistency are the ways to figuring it all out.
Sadly, I can't feel those good feelings when the opposing team gets in the lead. And I try to remember "don't you dare let Satan in!" But I do.. Whether it is getting mad at my sister over a backpack.. (guilty), or thinking negatively about others or myself (double guilty), or letting trials and fears bring me to tears (sadly guilty), or getting frustrated with trying on temple dresses.. Satan will play on whichever chord we give him! I've been frustrated and think to myself, " I know Satan will never win, but it feels like it just never stops!" Patience is definitely a virtue, and that includes being patient with ourselves. We can't expect to be perfect now. The process of becoming perfect will just be difficult, I should accept that. That's how it will be worth it all.
Either way, trying to do the right thing is what's the most important. This week I will be entering the House of the Lord. That's how I am going to choose to stay ahead in this game. Heavenly Father has seriously blessed me beyond my imagination. The more I look at things (anything) relating to Oregon, I just realize it's so perfect for me! So that's why I am choosing to make some important promises to Him. I'm so excited! :) If anyone reading this is looking for advice before they go to the temple, EVERYONE will tell you to not try to remember everything the first time, so I guess I have to accept that too. So, just know that's what they'll say. :)
Next week I'm sure I'll be so excited to write about my feelings on the temple and general conference. For now I'll just be super excited for all of it! :) And I promise I'll dare to follow the Spirit. And I challenge anyone who ever reads this to dare to follow the Spirit also. And don't you dare let Satan in!

Til next week.. :)